Alive, that is the meaning of life

 Six o'clock, and dawn have been awake, not sleeping with me is the noise. One night I played a few times, toss a few back to the bookcase, on the toilet a few times to see a few tables,UGG boots, turn the pillow a few times, do not accounting numbers. insomnia, complain about the pillow, and then complain about the quilt, except he does not complain, but because there also happens is that in their own.
cats children had come back night, and swarthy faces one by one,cheap UGG boots, such as coal mines under the night. standing underground, straight from the noise children reported return. I have not slept. heart beat is the Lantern Festival night that side drum, his eyes were swollen like a piece of silk as it is lying, the body impractical, the possibility of falling at any time, always to look uneven. pajamas draped over his body, the eyes do not close, but it is difficult to open. emotional bad, and the world is his own enemy, the enemy is the people around me.
not a person heart, even those cute kitten. or even the floor were so abhorrent, and even the clothes hook on the wall. light is shining like gloating, glass, staring at me a look of indifference to the pain , fuck!
I know, not the world's problems, but my question, and my problem is not psychological problems, but the problem of insomnia.
this day for a good long time . This year is a disaster-ridden my New Year, I feel my life is withering badly. wash your face and look in the mirror, lipstick painted point, take a dress, I look in the mirror face, okay. no wrinkles, no shortage of passion, and then think about their own mental very young, aging is also no trace of the phase. but that is false! true aging is the feeling, not visual.
night without sleep, it hurts physical. my mood dark, my passion white, my eyes did not fire, what is colder than the ice thing, and that is my heart. such a person,Bailey UGG boots, and then looked at the young, is also sick.
and they said the original disease, the family was still collusion. Now they have been deaf. not that they do not care about me, but because this state has become the norm, the normal things that no one will be exceptionally Note.
this time, I thought of self. and then to love your parents who can not replace your complaint. this world, everything can be replaced, except disease, loved ones who are helpless . self-help, in addition to self-help, but also how.
those who want to get big meaning of life of people, certainly no body showed the yellow card, if the light out, he will be a revised meaning of life, so locate the meaning of my life since then rewritten. alive, is the most meaningful of my life.
determine the sense of me, suddenly became very easy. those ideals, the first deposit. those aspirations aside . that the cause, first do not keen, not those long-term planning first.
I'm alive, I told myself. die, it really comes to an end, what will the loss of life, but with their meaningless, for life itself,UGG boots clearance, all of its significance lies in the living.